Confused to say the least!!

Mr W and I had a massive fight yesterday, well last night but i can feel myself falling in love with him, its terrible, when I go home at night to my gorgeous boyfriend I feel so dirty and horrible, even though I havnt betrayed him physically I feel I am mentally!! I need some help!!!

My long commute this morning was horrible I cried on the train as I was just thinking over and over again about Mr W. And now I'm at work not being able to concentrate and feeling all confused and upset!

Luckily I get to see my dad tomorrow, were going out for a meal and maybe he can help, afterall he has a million affairs, but I dont want an affair I just want to get Mr W out of my head!!

x x x